This, my friends, is the paradox of my life. Everyone has one. Maybe, maybe not. This could quite possibly be something that only I have pathetically bothered to think of or have fortunately been successful enough to find. Paradox is a figure of speech that is correct but also contradictory to itself. Like how I don't want to expose this blog yet I tell people that I have it. I think that's a wrong analogy but it's pretty much the best I could think of at such notice. Anyway, my murky-able Satan, it's called what it's called because I want it to be. The moment you figure out yours, name it whatever you want to. I won't meddle with it, just don't with mine. ( :D )
My M-A-S is the sweetest thing in the world for me. It has pushed me to do the best in everything I do, it has lagged me back because of its dearness to me. Anyway, it's my angel I have to admit. I do try to think things through it before I decide on things and I usually find comfort and clarity within it. But that's not to say that it exists for this purpose only. It is my demon! yeah, it pushes me to do the craziest things and stuffs that I would personally rather not do. But I still do them for it though. I love my M-A-S, it gave me so much hell and I still haven't learned how to beat it. haha.. So, since I lost my inspiration and completely forgot my point is so I'll end with this: in life, we have our angels and our demons. Despite the heavy contrast we must understand that they are usually one and the same. I do not need an angel or a demon to justify why I do things, and though I do not see myself as a perfect dude who always does the right things, I'd have to say that you've all have to believe me when I say that no one needs any reason to do anything other than wanting to do it in the first place. We have so much pressure in our lives, so much voices surrounding our head and through all this mist and murkiness we should see the light and that light is our own glimmer.
I went off topic again! dang it!